“You can’t lose what you never had. You can’t keep what’s not yours. And you can’t hold on to someone who doesn’t want to stay.”

Time will come where you will meet a person that will touch your life and heart. But the hardest thing there is you have to let go.

Let go…

• even if it hurts.
• even if it’s almost killing you.
• even if you still want to hold on.

Because it’s better to let go and see them coming back, than to hold and see them let go. It may hurt but maybe it’s the only way to lead you to the right person who will hold on to you and tell you that he/she will never let you go.

The boy who you can cuddle around. The boy who can do crazy things with you. The boy who can love you with all your craziness and weirdness. The boy who can love you no matter how imperfect you are. And I hope one day I’ll find that person one day, and we will share our lives till death do us part. But for now, all I can do is wait until that someone will come into my life.

Find a guy who is just satisfied of sleeping without f*cking you. Even if he really does. Find a guy who will just wrap his arms around you, kiss your forehead, and sleep together. Find a guy who will wait for the right time and the right moment for the right moment for the pleasure that he wants. And specially, find a guy who will respect you and your sanity.

Find a boy who can be your best friend. Who will be there to lean his arms when you have your own issues at home, work, or school. Who will be there just to listen to all of your problems. Who will act as your friend not a boyfriend when you needed one. And a boy who will never leave you behind when you are in a very big problem that you want to give up and he’ll say, “Never give up, I’m still here for you. Many people might hurt you, always remember that I’m here to protect and comfort you with all the breath that I have. I love you”.

Find a guy who can picture you both growing old together. A guy who will serve you like his queen. Who will wash the dishes for you. Who will plan the future with you. Who will bring you to bed when you have slept in the couch. And a boy who will love you until his last breath.

Find a boy who will never be ashamed of wearing terno clothes. Who will never be ashamed of telling that your his girl. Who will never be ashamed of wearing the couple shirts that you bought for him. And a boy who is even with his friends that can still say, “Babe, hold my hand”.

Find a boy who will never get enough of you. Who will never say he’s done with you. Who will never say he’s got all she wanted from you. Who will never think of leaving you. Who will be bored in you. And who will never live in this world without you in his side, holding his hand, and loving him completely.

Do you know why a guy should be more taller than a girl? It’s because if a guy is taller he can hug his girl fully. Do you know why girls are supposedly shorter than guys? It’s because when a guy hugs her, her head is leaned in her chest that she can actually hear the heart that’s beating for her.

Find someone who can picture you as her bride in the future. Who can picture himself waiting in the aisle for the most beautiful bride she will ever see wearing that white dress and beautiful smile. Someone who will be faithful in you for richer and for poorer, in sickness and in health, till death do you part. And someone who can picture you as the only person he’ll ever say “I do”.

Find a boy who will spend his Friday nights with you. A boy who will never leave you hanging because of his friends. A boy who will never trade a single moment with you for someone who is not worth it. And a boy who will gladly spend his lifetime with you.